Circle.....

Been an interesting week so far. Due to the dodgy ankle, I feel like I am back at the beginning of my journey with the classes as I have only been doing RPM and nothing else. Like this wheel, I have gone in a big circle and am back to the beginnning.

I started this journey from such a serious place as it began the day I decided to kick the nicotine monkey from my back and loose a bit of weight. I had been looking for and finding redemption firstly on the road with cycling and running and laterly at fitness classes and in the fraternity that I have found with the participents and instructors. However at what point does the search for redemption end the realisation that I have been redeemed begin?

I think that I am starting to discover that exercise need not be such a serious thing and you can actually have fun. Sure it's important to have focus but whereas before my focus was more running away from something, my new focus is going to be moving towards something, not sure what yet but I feel a shift has happened. I know now that I am not going to go back to my previous life and can stop worrying that I will.

So the journey round the wheel begins again! Everything happens for a reason, going over on my ankle last week triggered a new chapter and a new begining!