15th July 2014

I was supposed to clean my friends house today but had to cancel as my head was not in the right place. Too much worry about the school and my eldest. Popped over to a friends house and had a good old chat with some mums about their experiences with schools. They helped calm me down and helped me to convey the words I needed to say to the teacher, and I did. I now have an appointment tomorrow to see the headmistress too.

So my mood has been all over the place and I even nodded off for 10 minutes this evening whilst the girls were eating their desserts. The stress has brought on my depression; I should've gone to bed after I tucked the girls in but I stayed up and I've made it worse. A bit of meditation relaxed my shoulders and neck but I can feel the knots in my arms and thighs too. I wonder if Mr S would give me a massage ...