15th July 2015

I've let things get to me again and it's made my anxiety go into hyperdrive. It's amazing how one persons throwaway comments in an email then make me start doubting my friendships. I knew a few days ago that my black dog had grown slightly; but it's currently sitting on my lap making me hide away. I was supposed to be going out this evening after the Year 6 play but I cancelled my babysitter and stayed at home. Hiding is good for a while. Hopefully it will give me time to calm down.

So proud to see my big girl at her leavers assembly. She wanted me to cry but the songs just weren't sad enough to get me going! Besides, they still have just under a week left. I'm bound to blub before that.