Day 114

Bit of a grim morning, struggling to (but I did manage eventually) leave my room to get breakfast.

Went to Lizzie's not feeling too happy but cheered up a lot with her. She reminded me again that I might be scared of getting better but that is probably because I am imagining working whilst feeling like I do now and that isn't realistic!

I went to see Alice in the evening and I was fairly subdued. Only a little bit apprehensive about tomorrow's psychiatrist appointment...