Day 15

I didn't want to wake up and face the day. I was scared I would be ok. I wasn't too sure how I felt at first, but all day I have found myself feeling uncomfortable around others and being very irritable. I kept withdrawing to my room. I felt guilty and stressed about getting a job. i need to trust God with this. As the day progressed, I felt lower and also quite lonely really. I also felt fatigued and a bit ill.

This evening I was a bit more sociable with my family but then had an OCD attack. It took over an hour of CBT and praying to calm down.