Exposed

Took a walk along the River Almond this afternoon. In the heavy rain. With no coat. On purpose. I felt the need to torture myself.

An intense session this morning, continuing my story. We focused on Dad’s illness and death. I thought I had dealt with this but seems not.
Two questions that got me were ‘have you ever been truly happy since’ and ‘do you miss him’.
I don’t know if I can do this.

Tomorrows Sunday, can we just jump to Monday please?

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