Fragile

Woke really early this morning and just felt numb and emotional. The thought of seeing Mum today and having to go places and talk was a scary thought.

I phoned her and she was not happy. She huffed down the phone then started talking about herself . I came off the phone and burst into tears and now my chest hurts like hell and my breathing is all over the place.

I shouldn't be made to feel like this, this is my weekend too and I am not well. She just doesn't care. I feel so alone.