Jumping beans

Slept pretty well, woke up feeling flat, got up after laying there a while.

Was having my breakfast, whilst scribbling a playlist of hubs favourite songs, a real eclectic mix!! Daughter is going to Spotify it later. That got me started.......then my neighbour knocked on the backdoor to cut the grass for me, saw I was upset, gave me a hug, which helped, but made me more tearful. We had a chat, then he got on with the mowing. I drove round to daughters house, we were meeting up with middle son, DiL, and their two little ones, who I hadn't seen for months!! It was lovely to see the, ......they were enjoying themselves with their big cousin, Emily, as you can see all 3 of them on the trampoline nere.

Later Son & family came back to our house to collect a few things, he got really upset, sat out in the garden, then again when we were all upstairs......me and DiL went too :-/

Once they left, I made myself a quick egg on toast, tidied around, pit some lamb in to marinate for my dinner before, going out for a walk. Didnt get 10k in...but managed 8k. Was walking home after my coffee, passed a couple hand in hand, that set me off again :-/
Got back, went straight into the back garden, just sat and cried.......you've probably gathered its not been a good day emotionally, anyhow.

Youngest and other DiL came to see me on their way back from Manchester, they stayed a couple of hours, the next time I will see them all will be Wednesday :-( We finalised all the cards for the flowers, the orders of service and I had my lamb curry about 8pm after they left.

Spent an hour or so emsiling, messaging and whatsapping the webcast link to family & friends who aren't able to attend on Wednesday, before watching Line of Duty.

Last visit to the Funeral Director tomorrow afternoon, a bit gardening in the morning, my neighbour is popping round to give me a hand.

Its late now, so must be bed time, hope youmhave a good new week all.