Beauty

I saw one of the pictures from this book recently in an article, and decided to buy it. Felt a bit emotional reading it! 

I had a lovely lie-in this morning. Yesterday I felt like death. After college I felt the tiniest bit queasy, but hadn't really eaten anything. This morning, I saw the ceiling swirls begin to move before I had even sat up, and I just felt sick and dizzy and wanted to sit down. 

I really struggled to get ready, couldn't drink my tea and had to sit on the floor to brush my hair. I wondered how I was going to get through the morning - we finish at 12:45pm on Friday's now- but thankfully after some fresh air and arriving at school, I felt a bit better. It wouldn't be so easy to find somebody to fill in for me at the moment, as no one can come in and contaminate the 'bubble'....

I felt wrecked, and was so happy to go home! I ate and felt much better by the evening, and after a good night's sleep, I feel human today.

My computer has been needing an update as most things don't seem to be working, and having tried unsuccessfully to share my screen with my brother in law, I dropped it round there this afternoon.

I ended up sitting in the garden with my sister and Looby-Doo for about two hours! It was so lovely to see her, and she kept coming close to hold my hand, and it was so hard not to touch or cuddle her. I hope it doesn't feel like rejection for her. It was really nice to see her toys, talk and sing and watch her play in her sand pit :-) 

It was warm and windy but it was a perfect way to spend the afternoon. I walked Little B and then popped out to get some groceries so that I don't have to boil to death in the socially-distanced queue on a Sunday!