Vivid colours (a contrast from my day)

Except in some ways the day wasn’t dull. I was up half the night, having revelations about my psychology and being too nervous or excited to sleep.

I basically couldn’t cope with my nerves seeing the GP and I told her. Of course this meant she said I had to come less frequently. That is half what I wanted but it’s also sad. I’m too attached to her.

The rest of the day I was basically at home feeling bored and/or agitated culminating in poor choices this evening.

It’s a good thing I’m saved by grace because I’ve been so disobedient today.