A gift full of love

My dad has always loved giving jewellery......my parents gave me this heart necklace on Sunday....its very pretty and delicate.

I'm feeling a little cross at myself tonight!  My mum has been 'acting up' in recent days....I got annoyed at her.  I have got annoyed at everything she said......I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve right now.....I told her she has everything to be grateful for.....dad is still with us, albeit in his own little world.....looking at this heart, I'm more cross with her....why? for giving me this heart that now means so much and it shouldn't do!  I don't want to relate this lovely pretty thing to dad, the man I love but the man who no longer knows who I am!  I'm cross, I'm annoyed and I am upset that it took the last few days before I start something huge for me to say to my mum she needs to learn to cope with dad, no matter how hard it is for her, no matter how horrible he is to her, he no longer knows who is who or who is what.....she has a husband, albeit the man she no longer knows, but I've lost my dad, yet he lives and I am so proud of him....he will never know how proud!

I shouldn't be putting this here on social media......but somehow blip feels safe for me to say all of this!

I will get over my annoyance, its not Dad's fault....a stroke never is.....I will remember the world is my oyster,  Dad did say it would be!