I came home tonight and ..

Made a cheesecake, then chopped all the veg for tomorrow's root veg soup, I also prepared Claras school lunchbag. I have my friend coming over tomorrow so thought that I'd get our babies to do an activity rather than let then just run riot and scream at eachother the whole day. So, painting and glueing is in order for tomorrow! Yippee!

I'm going to the docs tomorrow, going to see if I can get some health visitor help with Storm and just make absolutely sure that I'm not suffering PND. Logically, I don't think I am. But something is bugging me. I've asked Mr G if he can help more around the house, he has a high pressure job and I've been putting pressure on myself to keep home easy for him but now I'm feeling the strain, he, as my husband should be helping me the way I've helped him for the last few months. And I trust that he will now that I've actually asked him to.

So, tomorrow I'll be eating well, enjoying yummy cheesecake and having fun with my baby girl.

Thanks for my comments yesterday, I feel like I'm up and down at the moment, today I've done a lot of thinking and have managed to mentally clear some space so I can go towards making things better for myself. X