Nibblatron.

I worked out today that I spent about five hours practicing piano today. How much of that would actually be really productive i'm not sure. But it's not a bad sign. I've decided not to do anything else this evening which may be a mistake. Unless I get a burning desire to run through all my scales this evening I should be resting. Tomorrow however I will probably wake up, then do about a thousand scales before going to my exam.

However another fairly ordinary day at school. It was induction day, so we had lots of year 6's running round the place still in their primary school uniform. It's quite sad and scary that that was me only six ish years ago. I've changed so much it's ridiculous. I've been shaped through the hardships in my life, bullying, my own mistakes and I like to think i've been through a lot. I also like to think it's made me stronger. But then I realise how fragile I am underneath. I may be stronger on the outside, and seem more resilient, but scratch the surface and you'll find that vunerable and weak eleven year old.

But let's just skip past all of my deep emotional baggage, because that's just for me to worry about. I need to remind myself not to pour all my deep thoughts into blip, because although it is like writing a private diary. As soon as I click that 'Publish' button, those thoughts are then available to the whole world.

Anyways yes, this little choco-monster was sitting in my room waiting for me when I came home today. My auntie debbie had bought it while she was in town, and although I was tempted to save it until after my piano exam tomorrow. I thought better and ate him after dinner. I still showed some patience, so I can reward myself for that. And i'll find something else to reward myself for tomorrow ;)