Golden

I've been through a fair few different moods today. I just had rehearsals all day today, meaning no lessons (other than flute and piano) which meant there isn't a lot to say really. They generally went quite well, and by the end of school I was feeling really warm and happy. The word that seems to fit really well is golden. Just everything was golden. It had started raining, and so it was comfortable, I was playing piano and it was going well. probably because I didn't do many scales, and stuck with the new pieces I downloaded last night

Then I left school, still glowing. And came home, had some dinner and fell asleep. Then I eventually came upstairs and switched onto facebook and the like. And just something someone told me really quite annoyed me. In hindsight it wasn't such a big thing, but it absolutely ruined my mood, and the gold I had once felt had turned to lead. I spent a while after that simply being quite angry/annoyed, but not as strongly as that.

Eventually however I've calmed down, and am closer back to the golden feeling I had before. I've been listening to wrist-slittingly sad songs, and great music which always helps. Had a lovely coffee. And am currently sitting in my room with all the lights off, laptop light dimmed right down, and two candles next to me, giving off a beautiful golden light. And also I have a very gentle, nice soft breeze coming through the open window. But i'm also nice and warm because i'm in bed, about to get in pyjamas to fulfil the height of my comfort, but i'm pretty happy now.

Mood swing's eh'.