I want to become a better man. What does this mean? i'm not sure. Whether this is possible, i'm even less sure. I've been conditioned for so long. Nearly 40 years now. And counting. I need to open my eyes and see the world as i once remember. Reconnect with my hippy, bohemian free spi Read more...

I want to become a better man. What does this mean? i'm not sure. Whether this is possible, i'm even less sure. I've been conditioned for so long. Nearly 40 years now. And counting. I need to open my eyes and see the world as i once remember. Reconnect with my hippy, bohemian free spirit. My inner child. My life is defined by the labels that i've collected: Father, Husband, Employee etc. My C.V. of life experience. For some labels i will be eternally grateful; others less so. I need to find me. I am John. I want to become a better man.