It's funny. When your head is spinning and feeling out of control you have to control something. My pictures have a certain symmetry of sameness as I try to create something new at the end of each day. It appears that my head is still trying to get a hold of something.
I have been waking up in a cold sweat for over a week. I have been dreaming of my mom again. I woke up last night realizing she was alive in my dream and that I should have told her I loved her. I'll remember tonight.
So tired. Will go to bed after I blip. i will go to the gym tomorrow. I bought a salad and have a good lunch for tomorrow. I can do this one day at a time.

Thanks everyone for your support. It helps.