Something is dying inside of me

I'm in a shock right now. Both physically and mentally. It is about two hours ago that Timo told me that he'll leave me for another woman. My head is a mess, inside of my body is burning and my skin feels like touched by ice. There is a bigger stone in my heart that fits into my body.

There are thousands of thoughts and questions in my head. Non to be answered right now. How is this possible that the man of my life, who I have loved and still love, who I have adored more than anyone can just drop this line: "I'm in love with another woman, and I feel that we must separate."

Is this a nightmare? No, this is all happening to me and us right now.

Our stay on Kökar will be cut very short. We'll leave tomorrow evening. I have know idea where I'll be going from this. Please help me someone!