Lucky Me

Steven brought me the most gorgeous bunch of flowers last night which included Lillies, two different types of Roses and berries.
These are the smaller of the roses; such a deep rich colour of red.
I really am lucky to have such a thoughtful brother.

I was all set to go this morning when the phone went; it was the hospital saying that the psychiatrist would like to see me at home as there is a shortage of consulting rooms in hospital. And the added bonus would be that I don’t need to go into hospital until 8am tomorrow. Woop woop, a whole day at home.

The psychiatrist says the fact my legs are sore shows that I had a ‘good seizure’ and the ECT worked well and my teeth and jaw were sore because I had a mouth guard in to stop me biting my tongue. He is going to book another ECT for next Tuesday and Friday and by then I hopefully will feel a benefit.

I’ve to go to a different ward tomorrow, wonder how this one will be? The nerves have taken over this afternoon and I have self-harmed and the tears have started.
Better have an early night as I’ll be getting on the bus at 7am, eek!