Over Flowing

Today has been too much. Simple things are getting harder to cope with and it's getting to me. I am starting to worry about work, time off, money, chri$tmas shopping etc.
I am also trying to cope with trawling the internet for a new counsellor, it's very stressful trying to find one that suits my needs, time and finances.

So tears have overflowed, I have given up and just lain on the floor and sofa and slept, several times.

I want someone to take over my life for me and do it all. I can't do this on my own.