Travelling to camp

I feel a bit all over the place. I'm sort of OK, sort of stressed and overwhelmed, sort of tired but sort of not. It's all very weird and quite confusing!

The first part of the day was spent travelling to camp. I was travelling with Helen and Kate which was nice. They looked after me well. It did get me pondering though whether I really look after other people? Do I just accept people's love and not return it? It's a challenge and maybe I do want to pray for wisdom on it, but I guess there are seasons of being more dependent and seasons of giving more. Certainly that's what people told me when I was really ill.

I felt pretty harassed by the time we arrived. It was all a bit disorganised to start with which made things a bit hard.

After an awkward tea 'break' (not that we had started anything to break from), we started decorating the site. Exhausting.

Food helped, but by the time the evening meeting came I was just so tired!

I'm anxious about keeping on top of my blog. I feel like that is a silly thing to be worrying about. I feel out of control with it but there are far more important things. Also not looking forward to tomorrow. I don't like the uncertainty. Also, I will hate having to do more getting to know people. God is glorious, great, good and gracious though. And now is time to sleep. So let's focus on that!