the long winter

it's starting to get to me. the winter.

the constant bundling. the constant sickness. the inability to go where i want to go because it's too cold and the walk too long.

the constant worry over my heating bill.

constantly crawling into freezing sheets and waking up cold.

cold hands and cold feet - always.

complain. complain. complain.

but really - i just mean to say it's getting to me. it's making me irritable and anxious. more anxious than usual - which is not a good thing.

so forgive me if i'm in an unpleasant mood. i blame the winter.