RIP Thor, my darling boy ....

Today has been a terrible day, we lost our beloved Thor to kidney failure. He was only 10 months old. He'd been having regular visits to the vets for blood tests, urine tests etc to assess how he was doing since the middle of January when we first noticed something was wrong, and this morning, I found him collapsed in his litter tray crying up at me, he couldn't even stand. I raced him to the vets, but his paws were already cold and the vet told me it was time .... I held his head in my one hand and his paw in the other as I said and kissed him goodbye and he slipped away from me. I haven't cried so much in a long, long time. He wasn't even a year old. I'm crying again as I type this. Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why?????????

This blog is supposed to be as a memory maker for my baby girl, but today I want to mark the entry in memory of my beautiful, most loving, gorgeous boy. What was supposed to be such an exciting time, finally getting a stud boy of my own, has ended so heartbreakingly sadly.

RIP my Thor, you're not suffering anymore. Go and chase the butterflies over Rainbow Bridge and I will see you again someday and look forward to the way you used to climb up onto my shoulder for cuddles.

I will always love you my wonderful boy xxxxxxx