Day 69

Today has had its ups and downs. I so did not want to get up but had to to clear out our room. I lay in bed for as long as I could. I didn't feel great for the talk and considered skipping the discussion time afterwards but where would I go? So I went anyway. It was OK.

I was glad when it was time to go home. The journey back was actually quite pleasant.

Alice came but was sad. We talked and then went for a nice walk to the lake (there were some crazy reflections, as seen above!)

I have generally been confused and feeling guilty. I feel like if I just had enough faith I would be ok but Katherine reminded me that's not true.

I am quite worried about tomorrow.

I don't want to work but am I just lazy?