accidents/breakdowns....

Ever had one of those days when you feel lazy when you just feel totatlly exhausted with life...

Last couple of days have been busy, a lot has happened and is happening, a lot to figure out, a lot to bear,a lot to face and overcome-fixing your eyes on getting it rather than the process.

Have had a great day at the Dubes,we all woke up late and everyone was feeling lazy ,so we just chilled at home.

Nice to share about life,smile at the beautiful things,moan at the sad things and cry at the hurtful things....you learn that it is hard work to see the light in the dark!

It was nice to be chauffered around,glad to hear some of the bretheren who travelled well to Zim,feels so odd and I miss my family so so much.Its been hard trying to explain my reasons for not coming,I hate it wen people close to me miss me...wish I was with them-broken by that

My sister condition is deteriorating,my heart breaks each time I ask how she is-this helplessness is killing my family and though I have laid it all before the feet of Jesus, I'm concerned about the other little cute guys who get affected by all this

Back to Moreleta Park :-(,had so much fun hanging with believers that coming home is like a drag...well I guess its a passing phase -just so hard to walk into a dry zone of people who want and expect you to be strong when u feel u have nothing to give.However as Paul put, God's strength is made perfect in my weakness!

On another dramatic note,I was caught in another bizarre accident-on top of that it was a dark intersection and with all the hijaking going on-it wasn't the best place to be.Thank God the man of God I was with called security and we managed to have the car towed and nothing bad happened!

On a better note,the Church yesterday prayed for me ,and today I felt I wanted to trust God and so I dropped my crutches.......and God has been faithful and healed me!although I still dnt walk far and I feel twitches when I go up the stairs..but at least God has put the bones together

Today iv learnt that the broken things in life we are to fix,if it is beyond us then God is here to put it together...

Began a study on the Fear of the Lord today...I'm so excited to hear from the Lord because I'm so concerned to understand what to really fear God is and how I can fear the Lord the right way....exciting