And we can cast away those doubts ....

I turn my head and look out the window and this was the view.

I sit and gaze at it for a moment and watch as the sun sets lower,and the clouds change colour over, and over, and the seagirls fly to roost and think, this world is breathtaking.

But I will never, ever understand why, or how.

I'm always hopeful that someone will point me in the direction of an all encompassing answer; an answer which will allow me to take the bad with the good. an answer which will explain why things happen the way they do, because right now, I can't see one for myself.

In the same way you are reading my journal, i read a journal today, and found myself wiping away the tears over my keyboard. Amazing news, and shattering news on one page, and I can't get my head to comprehend why somethings happen in the way that they do.

Some people resort to faith, what do I have? My dreams of Motherships. Ying and Yang.... Karma.

Why?