My 2nd Last Lily.

The only stem in the vase and it’s giving me something to look at while I lie on the sofa.
These sleeping tablets are playing havoc with me. I only took 1 last night and slept a bit longer than usual. Once I got up and made breakfast I was exhausted and went back to bed and got another few hours.
My body feels so weak, and I feel so vacant. I have only managed to do some dishes this afternoon before sinking to the floor because I just couldn’t stand any longer.
I have decided not to take them anymore. I think I’d rather have the tiredness feeling from not sleeping than what I feel now. Also , I can’t be like this for Monday so they need to be out my system.

I need to be better, now.