One Foot Infront of the Other

After a horrible night and very little sleep I phoned work to say I wouldn't be in and then phoned the doctor.

I can't go on like this any more.

Walking along to the surgery was hard, had to mentally tell myself just to keep going, keep walking. My body felt weak and tired. I felt detached.

I got a few options presented to me and I chose to take a course of sleeping pills rather than weaning myself the anti depressants to start another kind that are better for sleep.

Have been signed off for the week. Sleep just needs to happen now. I have tried several times today to fall asleep but it just doesn't happen. Hopefully tonight after taking a tablet it will.

Is this ever going to end?