Extremes

It was a bit wet this morning on the way to work. Spotted these flowers at the bottom of my stair, dripping with droplets. Blip done by 8am .
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The last few days have been pretty bad. I have felt so low, detached, emotional and have had horrible thoughts. A panic attack in the early hours of Thursday morning left me feeling drained, tired and upset.

Today I feel the complete opposite, almost hyper. Full of energy, feel like I want to do something ruthless and can’t stop moving. It even resulted in me coming home at lunch time and blitzing the flat.

This isn’t right, all these emotions, all over the place and totally unpredictable. I hate being me at the moment.

How is it the weekend again?