sun rays

i woke up early this morning to drive home, which was pleasant until i got within fifty miles of my destination. i'm feeling annoying and i'm incredibly overtired which is only going to get worse this week. is it bad that i sometimes don't understand people whose lives revolved around incessantly spending money? is it worse that sometimes i'm jealous of the financial comfort those people have? i spoke on the phone this morning with my father and my best friend - after an hour of conversation i have surmised that no matter how wrong our parents are, we rarely tell them. no matter what we'll always be a child in their eyes, someone subject to be told what to do and when not to do it, but someone who is rarely right or better. i'm tired, as always, in a lot more ways than just physical fatigue. at least the clouds have been fun today, and harry potter has been sweeping me away.

backblips here and here.