Lacklustre

Another melancholy day. Nothing is really wrong, I know that if I am honest. It is just my hormones. Once a month since I had Audrey, they deplete me of serotonin and try to make me believe that my life is rubbish. As a result, I feel so lacklustre. It is bloody annoying. I never suffered like this before I had her.

Couldn't work, couldn't smile, couldn't play with Audrey nor could I laugh today. Was just a complete misery bear (which is unusual for me when the sun is shining). Felt really anti-social too.

Angus is in London tonight so poured myself a glass of wine and settled down with my book. Just passing time really. A couple of days and I usually pick up.

Hoping to feel better tomorrow.....