high fidelity.

bfab and i went downtown today to see some live music and i wandered into the record store. i could lose myself for hours in vintage shops if i was allowed to.

i'm feeling good today... i think. the world is strange and God seems to have plans and ideas that i am always confused by. two apologies in one week - one more shocking than the other. i always assume its better to not say anything than it is to hurt the people i care about with my [often strong] opinions, even if it is in regards to my feelings. so i keep quiet, like a little church mouse. the whole thing is rather astonishing considering how vocal i appear to be. people are constantly telling me that i seem so confident and articulate. ironically, i'm never confident and articulate about anything that really matters [to me]. i get choked up and nervous and too afraid of losing the ones i have left to let them know when something's wrong. so i sent my email out eight months too late without the expectation of a response. what i got back is something that equally surprised me and will keep me guessing i fear for the rest of my life.

enjoy the afternoon blippers. i'm glad i could finally get another photo up.