Difficult day

It was never going to be easy.  We drove to Tooting and went to the flat for the first time since Aimee died.  I was so sad that she was not there and would never enjoy her lovely home again.  It felt so empty without her but with all her beautiful homely touches still around?  So many tears.  We then drove to the Hotel to see the space we had booked for the Celebration following the funeral and we were pleased with our choice and it was a beautiful light room with sunlight pouring in.  Aimee would approve.

After coffee we drove to the funeral directors and the office was cold and I kept my coat on.  So many sad choices and I felt as though we were talking about someone else, not my dear, darling daughter!  We managed through our tears and know we have made the right choices.  

We went for early dinner and visited a Tapas restaurant that Aimee and James have visited a number of times.  The food was delicious but how they can charge what they do is astonishing?  However I suppose it is London and you either eat out or you don't?  

Day done and one more hurdle overcome. I just so wish that we were not having to do it and it was someone else......and Aimee was still here and my phone would ring and it would be her lovely voice at the end of the phone telling me about her day?