Scary

Yesterday was a horrible day hence no blip.  Trying not to overthink and just accept things as they are but it is very hard.  No.1 feeling slightly better today and OH drove to Tooting to pick her up for her to come back to Kent for a few days.  She arrived in time to see No.2 who had called in with his friend Chris who had bought some woodworking tools on ebay.  No.2 had soup and cake and was on good form, talking 19 to the dozen.  No.1 arrived and it made me sad how tired and poorly she looked.  

Different medication prescribed for pain relief as other meds had caused a rash and this one can be increased in dose as required.  Scares me what the future will bring but a day at a time has stood us in good stead so far, so will try not to worry and overthink.