We are doing this…

…when I should have been doing ….(extra).
Got a phone call at 11 last night. Big Fish fitting at respite. Ambulance called. He had come out of fit by time paramedics arrived (after rescue meds) and Paramedic turned out to be someone who knew Big F when he was not working as a paramedic . So after long discussion with paramedic we decided he would stay at respite. Then I rang respite at 6am this morning and he was fine. They then rang back at 7 ish to say he was going in and out of fits and had called the ambulance. I then left centre of London at 8am, diverted off due to crash, diverted off due to motorway closed. Eventually got to Sunderland hospital at 3.30pm. Absolute nightmare. I am never going more than two hours away again!!!
He’s smiley in between sleeping so hopefully thats it. They’re increasing his meds and adding another for a couple of weeks.
Haven't been this stressed for a long time.