Alone and Confused

Woke this morning and was determined to get out early for my usual Sunday breakfast in preparation for getting up early and starting work tomorrow.

Took a walk round the pond afterwards and felt like I was in a bubble, things going on round me but not really aware. I just felt all wrong.

Back home I collapsed on the sofa, tired and emotional. Have spent the afternoon sleeping and crying.

I feel alone, confused, scared and pressure.