Waiting and Forgetting

Roger Eno - Changing Light

I’m slowly losing my grip on the now or current. Music and tech are no longer the same and things have moved on. Being forced to learn more despite reaching full capacity. I understand now how tricky it is for people getting older to keep on the pulse. I feel sadder and have more empathy for those getting lost. I’m already far behind in my own little world in Japan; going overseas outside of the bubble just made it more obvious with the heavy reliance on technology.

I’ve noticed this with older people close to me and my heart. It’s not a great place to be and it gets lonelier and frustrating every single day. You sink further into darkness.