ROOM WITH A VIEW!!

A giant step back today…

Hot and cold, shivery…7pm- midnight.
Cried a lot. The sister sat with me.
Slept until 4am.
Then in so much pain I was swearing and screaming!!!!!!!
Doctor called at 5am this morning
Given Morphine…had no real affect. That scared me even more. Turns out they could only give me a small amount. (The next doctor said “enough for a mouse!!”)
Slept on and off and screamed until 1.
Lots more morphine. Fell asleep at 10.
Only woke up at 5pm.
Completely missed the day