What a mess

I found some time to go the office this morning, but even here it's a mess.
I contacted the owner to report that this isn't acceptable because the garbage container will not be emptied until next week.

I've had my third night without serious sleep; I feel terrible.
We all do, my mother most.
She doesn't eat and drink anymore and during a meeting with the doctor of the nursing home, we were told she only has a few weeks, max months, to live.
Another blow in the face. I'm feeling terrible.
Of course we knew my mom wasn't well, and in the back of my head I already knew today's message. But now it's real and it's awful. I'm going to take her away from the place she's now in. Don't know how yet but I will.
I can't live knowing she will die miserable.

At 15:00 this afternoon I'm having another appointment with the doctor about the whole situation.