Discharged 916 days

So N took early train to Manchester and will be driving R home so.mu guestamation 8 to 9pm tonight.. 
Mixed emotions New area, New services, Anxieties, saddened and let.down by police and CPS. I have v little.faith in our justice system. The 2 perpetrators are free 1 police tried to find and cannot anywhere therw are notes on system that anything reported from 1 of them immediate arrest. I think he maybe not in the country anymore.. 
R felt safe in Manchester geographically her words they can,t find me..

Day at a time again for.us and new services.. Its a momentous step from 24 hour care to 11 hours a week in community. R trying to get more.
A bit numb and also some silent concerns.