Tuesday

An angle I haven't taken from before. The tide was out and for the first time I walked all the way down. 

A mentally exhausting day. A hospital visit this morning and we went for a short walk. It was a couple of woman who give me a bit of hope and don't shove paper at me. A mixed bag of chat but as usual it ended with me in tears throughout. Two more visits and I'm discharged. 

I made a decision a few days ago to quit work officially. The door was left open for me when I felt I was ready to go back but  in reality I don't think I'll ever be ready for that kind of work again. Today I wrote that email and my P45 has been sent. 

I am finding it really hard to be on my own, as my thoughts are getting the better of me. Another day nearly done .