Day 5


something about this ----


(am taking on 30 days of mourning, that is part of so many traditions in this world, without an agenda other than permission to just be whatever i am  in that moment of all those hours, sad and otherwise.  I started an enormously long letter to Tom and will write every day - i am not a journal but a letter writer so just started and out it poured all the everything that I am feeling now and have felt last 4 days - hopefully on Dec 30th I will step into the year 2021 in a far better place.)


(bless all of you for all your kindness, just like all that appears on my doorstep - flowers, plants, food and look at the extra for what i found on the bench by our front door last night when I stepped out to look at the full moon - funny and touching - the word is out Tom and i each had two a day - need to get the word out that Mike is now one a day)