June Gloom

It's been super cold this week, but I managed to get out for a walk after school today and yesterday, which isn't something I usually do when I'm working. I've walked five out of every seven days for the last three months, and I think that I'm getting fitter and want to keep it up. It's easy to come home and sit down but I make sure I have a snack and try to get straight out or it's fatal!

It was threatening rain on and off, and I had my therapy appointment at 7pm, so it was a brisk thirty minute hike and we made it back just before it chucked it down. 

I had the post-mortem about my interview as well. She did tell me that a lot of people get upset, which made me feel a bit better. But as I explained that it was supposed to be with two tutors and not just one, that I could email them and ask to do it with the other. I'm in two minds. On the one hand, I think it might be best to leave well alone, but on the other hand, if it's a no, then I might always wonder what if. If there's two people making the decision, I might find it easier to accept, but if I don't get a place, I think it might be harder to bear as it'll be only one person's opinion of me. That said, I didn't get role-play thankfully, and I'm not sure I want to risk it! 

I can't believe how tired I've been this week, and I wonder how I've gotten through the bleak six months of winter at school and the dark mornings. 

It's my last session at college tomorrow night, and I'm thinking it will be an emotional one.