Wise Words

This came in a little pack I ordered a while back. 

I didn't really enjoy the weekend. I think it's because last weekend felt really lovely, and it sort of sets you up to fail if you expect all of them to be good! I miss last weekend's blue sky and sunshine, this one was grey, grey, grey....

I've missed Lucy this week as we haven't seen her because my sister worked most days. She came over this afternoon and when she saw me her face broke into a big smile and she reached her arms up to give me a hug :-) Apparently she's been pretending to be me this week "I'm Ayix, one, two, cha cha cha!" as we dance together sometimes! It's nice to be missed. 

I had a drink last night with a guy I've had a few dates with. He's really lovely, but I worry whether we have enough to talk about. I came home feeling cold and exhausted, and couldn't wait to get to bed. I've been tired all weekend really and not wanted to do a whole lot. I guess I should just relax and let my body and mind unwind! 

I haven't had a dance lesson yet and we're getting to the end of January. I have ten routines to learn before April for Blackpool, and if we don't get cracking, I can see myself being in the same mess I was last year, feeling unprepared etc. I did message my teacher last weekend to see what was happening, and she said Saturday, but she never got back to me .....

I didn't really want to do any work either all weekend, although I think I might have to hand something in on Thursday. It was supposed to be simple, but on closer inspection, it would seem to be like all the other pieces- fiddly and difficult! I've made a start but I'll have to work hard in the week if I'm to get it done on time.

Hoping to meet up with A at the end of the week to pick her brain about my college woes. It'll be good to get some perspective.