Until next time...

Back to school this afternoon which was inevitably shite great fun! Although it is great to see my friends (even though I saw them in New Years) I feel like I'm coming to a stage in my life where I really need a change and to get out and experience the world to its full potential. I know that I may sound selfish or that I am rushing into it, but deep down I really feel like its time to leave school and pursue the dreams that I have been longing to achieve for almost a year now. To reiterate what mum said, I am essentially becoming a big fish in a small pond, but I am so excited about being a new small fish in a big pond, as nervous as I am!
It's frustrating because I feel that, unlike most of my peers, I truly know what I want to do at university and even as a career, when most of my friends don't even know what they want to do full stop!
Anyway, to stop ranting on about my dilemmas, here is a photo of my story-board (or what have you) about my desk at home. Having this reminds me of all the fun that I have had in the past few year, from festival wristbands, to play tickets and silver stone! It's essentially just a reminder to myself that life is great, no matter it throws at you. I learnt a great thing a while back and that is too make the most depressing, saddening darkest moments of your life, and to make them humorous! Laugh about them! Make them become comic and say to yourself that 'you wouldn't be the person you are today without these experiences'.

Alright then enough reflecting etc, time for bed in my new prison cell! At least I have a tap! hurrah!

Oh and btw, some more good news, I have a date for my portfolio review for Central St Martins which is on the first of Feb, very excited!!!