After another amazing visit C left this afternoon and is now somewhere over the Atlantic. Had such a good time. Feel awful now he is gone. Will get around to blipping pics from the last 11days.

So tomorrow I'm back to work. Haven't been since before Christmas. And I have the scan tomorrow at 9 at the hospital. I am guessing that the scan will be done and I wont be told anything. I will have to wait for it to be looked at and a letter sent which I'm sure will take weeks. So more worry. I have managed to get my worry somewhat under control because of C being here which was a great distraction. But now I don't have that and I keep thinking what if ...