Odd

I had my camera to take photos of mum's bruises and looked down with the camera and my skirt was looking like this so I took a blip of it.
It's warm anyway, just what was needed today.

Carer this morning tried to tell mum I'd been the one who had hurt her, when it was her. She'd hurt mum, mum cried out, I stood up to see what had happened, carer had her hand in a fist pulling a slide sheet with mum on and had her fist under mum's back.
As I got there, she turned to mum, pointed to me and said 'was it her'
Mum gave me such a look as if she'd thought I'd been the one who had done it.
I was livid and reported her for it. I can't afford mum to think I'd hurt her. She was difficult all day with me. I don't know if it was a result of that but she never usually is.

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Great chat with Macmillan nurse about my choice today. Feeling great and sleeping better since making the decision yesterday.