Memories of a forgotten day

Back blip;

today Ewan went for his op.... the tense time between saying goodbye in the pre op room , going for an emotional lunch, returning to the hospital ,the fear mounting as time ticks by , growing by the second as time draws to past twice the time you expect it to take ( 3 hours after he was taken in on an hour and a quarter operation)...and the sublime release when they say all is well , he had just stayed under for longer...annoyance at the fact we were told we could not see him as it was too busy ( admittedly it had been going like a fair when we took him down)
back to the ward he came
woosy
tired
sore

it was not a good night..

the picture reflected my mood... fuzzy