infrastructure

a self-enclosed maze: no real exit.

is life waiting for everyone to let go, relax? or for people to take initiative, pursue? what is the answer there, really? missed opportunities, patience/impatience, cycles.

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restlessness: a familiar feeling for me. but you know what sucked all the restlessness right out of me?

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foundation: future. some people wait years to get what they want. some people never get what they want. some people don't know what they want.

nobody knows what they want.

why do we become so incredibly intertwined, attached, inseparable from each other? what makes the human interaction different from the others, the come and go as they please-ers? what's different?

what's better?

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i have always loved poetry.

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since feeling is first

since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world

my blood approves,
and kisses are better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
-the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

we are for each other: then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

- e.e. cummings