oh no, not *more* trees...

much as i love a real xmas tree, i don't have the space for it and am always away for too long over the hols so it would probly die and shed even more needles everywhere. so a fake one it is. not the sharpest of shots, but i was leaning over the side of the sofa and couldn't stay any stiller! i put it up on sunday, plus the lights, and got no further - tonight, i think i shall try and put some decorations on. i have some cool things, there may be blippage ;-)

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a short conversation this morning in which we caught up a lot - that's all i needed; all i ask is that i'm kept in the loop. the smile in his voice was both lovely and painful to hear; this is tough but it's either this or nothing, and nothing is not something i can contemplate with this guy.

<i apologise for being whiny and soul-outpouring without detail, but it's not a situation i can give details on... just look at the nice pictures and ignore the rest, i really don't mind.>