Enough ..

I feel wrung out and drained .. I've done a lot of weeping today.

This morning I decided I had to take mum in for full time residential care. I've cared for her for nearly four and a half years and I just can't do it any more.

I know it's the right thing - and I know that she will very quickly think that where she is, is where she's always been, but it doesn't make it any easier to do.